havent taken something this hard in a long time.


note to self (and loved ones).
always love and be loved, by at least one other human being.
be honest about whats really going on.
dont suck it in and play it tough.
get angry and let the world know you're angry.
acknowledge that you can and will be weak.
acknowledge that you can and will need help.
avoid isolation at all costs.
if in desperation, call out to God.
speak and believe that others will understand.
remember to take the time to tell those important to you just how much they mean to you.


so important people, i love you and i am a human being.
thats the first tick on your to-do list.


He works in ways we cannot see
with love and strength for each new day
He will make a way.

perfection at 1:06 AM